The first two test posts to this blog are dated April 12, 2020. That's likely the day I set it up, not long after the pandemic began. I had some fantasy I would talk about health stuff in a way that would be useful to other people. It's an old fantasy and it never leads to any good, but I keep trying because I'm terribly untalented at bottling things up and not speaking about them. A few hours ago, someone linked me to a piece about antibiotics. Is that related to me deciding to write here? I have no idea. I've been up all night and I'm just desperately trying to escape my own life in some sense without literally killing myself, which often seems like the only way out of this mess. A bottleneck in the system. That's how I think of my genetic disorder. My official diagnosis is Atypical Cystic Fibrosis . That site has a pinned Featured post giving my 2 cents worth about what that means but it is more simply thought of as a bottleneck in the system. I...